Monday, September 05, 2005

The Unkept Secret


The wind blew against her soft wavy hair. It was not a strong gush, but it was cold enough to turn her rosy cheeks red and her lips cherry numb. I pulled her close to me and held her tight, knowing that by this time tomorrow it would all end, just as fast as it had begun. I could feel her warm rounded body press against mine and her warmth flowing on to my body bringing with it all the pleasures on a cold windy night. The threaded jumper i had on had a rear tear that she used to put her hands through to press against my shivering body. For these last 2 months, she had belonged to me. She was all mine to hold, to care for and to please. But the summer nites were too short for any kind of jiving and the days seemed to past as fast as the breeze it blew, blowing all the groove with it as it left.

Dani was a near perfect 10. She was sweet and had legs like gweneth palthrow and looked like a playboy model when she wore a 2 piece bikini. She wasn't very busty but most models aren't either and had the most redish nipple that stood like pencils on a cold winter's nite. I had been introduced to her during a m'sian party by mat, the guy she was then dating. They had just started dating and already mat was head over heals. Who could blame him. After a few weeks she moved into his flat and whenever i came around to visit mat, she would come out of the bedroom in her tiny bra-less top to say hi. She must have noticed my eyes transfixed on those pointy pair, and would smile and excuse herself, before her man notices my eyes and my smile.

After a couple of months, summer had arrived and mat was going home for 2 months to announce his recent engagement to his family and see Dani's family in JB. Dani couldn't go as she had another paper to sit through during the summer months. So she was set to stay while her fiance mat flew home for 2 months. To save rent during summer months when most student go off on holiday or go home, it was common for the students who are staying to team up and stay together. So one sunday morning i got a call from Dani asking whether she could move in as her other housemates had gone interailing while my housemates have also gone home. I told her it was cool with me and she turned up at my doorstep a couple of hours later.

I opened the door and was breathlessly pleased to see such a stunner, she had a knee length white skirt that showed off her tight but dark g-string, quite noticeably transparent against the white skirt. She wore a tight tiny top showing off her magnificent assest underneath. I liked what i saw but restrained myself from shreading her nude and eating her alive, as mat was a decent bloke with good intentions. What did i get myself into. I helped her move her stuff in and sat down to coffee, a cigarette and a chat to calm my nerves. Its all good. But the chat grew more and more intense and personal until i felt myself physically drift closer to the inevitable. She didn't make it any easier when she kept asking me about my love life, the girls i date and what kinda chicks would i be into ..... all this while she sat leg up on the chair and showed some well tonned leg flesh to get my engines running.

I closed my eyes and grit my teeth almost imagining her screams as i entered her, while cluthing those firm pair. Knowing how wrong it would have been, i stood up and cleared my throat. "I'll see you tomorrow ... i'm having a shower and dozing off later. Say hi to mat if you call him later. G' nite". She raised her eyebrows and waived me good night. As i was coming out of the shower there she was standing in my narrow corridor in a towel barely covering her firm butt cheeks from behind. I could feel my horn enroaching the surface of my skin and making a stand. She moved towards me and undid the towel around her as 2 lips met with an explosive outcome.

Tonight mat is arriving to meet his beautiful fiance after 2 months. This was going to be our last moments with each other. After 2 months of feeling joy, now i was feeling sorrow. She had moved out from my flat back into mat's flat just yesterday. I had solely missed her presence, her smell, her touch ... her kisses. And now as i dropped back to her car before she drives to the airport to pick mat up, i feel a sense of loss. As she got down from my car, i lit a cigarette and feverishly smiled to her. Closing the car passenger door, she looked back at me with those innocent eyes and smiled back. Both of us knew that the last 2 months was to be just a memory .. never to be remembered of again.

That was the last we saw of each other. Friends tell me that Mat & Dani had a lavish wedding in Dewan Merak Kayangan a few months later and bought a house in the USJ area where they live with their 2 adorable kids. Somethings are meant to be kept a
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