This is Goodbye?

Today is my last day at the office before I start work for a new company way out in Jan. Im already excited about starting work for the new smaller company which promises a more exciting avenue for me to grow professionally and technically in the areas within my capacity, while nurturing my skills n creativity that would ultimately drive my inhibitions to contribute all that i stand for and making it a successfull software company in due course. The prospects of being a part of this company's future growth plans and being able to directly contribute in producing revolutionary software to fire its growth, leaves me speechless with a fire in my heart and a smile on my face.

Leaving my current company today I sent out an email to everyone on the mailing list as below:-

Hi,

It’ll be soon be time to say goodbye and with this I wish everyone at companyX a great future ahead. It’s been a great experience to work with all of you for the last 2 years, a privilege to work for this company and a pleasure to be amongst such a talented and creative group of people. My next role would be one in the software industry as well in the city (and no its not phitek) so do keep in touch.

For those wanting to keep in touch, im at bapakayam at hotmail dot com

See ya!

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Before my leaving party, HR conducted an exit interview with me to find out my feedback on the company and comments that they could use to improve company direction and conditions to discourage other staff from leaving. I sat down with HR and told her that it was dissapointing seeing the company grow exponantially but only to promote external new managers instead of internally promoting creative n talented engineers who hve contributed to this growth over the last 2 years.

Tomorrow i'd be leaving this great city of sail for the sunny shores of m'sia where i'd be reunited with the many-many magical things that i was born on and grew in love with during my love-hate relationship with the place while i was living there. Reasons why i want to be in m'sia r ....






























For the love of you, it would be another day before i leave for the sure shores of KL. Since I don't hve a mobile or for that matter a local SIM, those who're interested in buying me lunch at HRC or Dinner in hartamas, you can find me sitting in the bar area of planet hollywood on most nites hving cheese duritos n a some soda while watching the live show.

This or proceed to call my good buddy anuar on xxxxxx for details of where i would be. Reasons why i want to go to jakarta are ...









Being in djakarta for 4 days last year, I grew to appreciate the city, its culture, the shopping frenzies and way of life in the busy metro. The most lovely women u'll meet in the region come from this city. I'll be doing it again for 2 days this time. Like the last time, i'm hoping to cover mangga dua, senayan plaza, plaza indonesia, Blok M, pondok indah and keramat raya among other places. Waduh waduh .. ganteng kamu yak?. Cuti-cuti M'sia. KL, here I come. Jumpa di sana. Oh yeah... this site would probably not be updated at all while im gone. Wish me luck.

King Kong and the Screen Test

After watching my first feature film King Kong at the age of 4, I decided then that I was going to be a film producer. I've always been interested in movies n film production in general. The snazzy scripts and the intensed dialouges often distinguish a successfull film from the rest of the bunch.

It is an industry fact that directors with a lively personality and an intensed outlook on life somehow generate this intensity, enveloped with their creativity on to the films they produce. Spike Lee, Tanrantino and Coppola are fine examples of how the human personality together with an immense proportion of creativity and film inguity have produced epic films that mesmerized entire nations.

However getting my foot in the movie industry, can be quite a challenge. Female actors have been known to sleep with directors to get a place in a movie, but for a middle aged male prostitute director wanna be like meself, the path to stardom is a little more thorny and a lot less travelled. I don't really think i can really sleep myself to the top somehow.

So to fuel my obsession for film producing/directing i hve decided to take on smaller reality projects in the entertainment industry to climb this ladder of success in a smaller scale. My scripts would be small n combined with the curiousity of capturing the most intrinsic human behaviour ... yes illicit but intimate animalistic hard core mating... I would not mind being given the oppertunity to direct/produce/edit a full-blown adult production.

After giving it much thought, n with some reader's sugguestions, I've decided to sh@g screen test some eastern european hungarian models for the part of female lead in this production. I would somehow need to find a financer to pay for my budapest auditions in a seedy part of town I have yet to identify. Hungarian models r not only cheap, but also hot and often come as dyed in red. red heads r just so sexy i think. So does the curtains match the carpets? I find their exotic looks n beautifull well toned legs irresistably delicious. Constant working out in the gym gives them that mouth-watering athletic build, we often see when they take their knickers off. Their carved bum n orgasmic screams r also theaterically enhancing. This all adds to pull in the viewers n make a best seller in cinema standards. The eastern block women's ability to take 5 men at a time while displaying a seduced smile was also a critical factor in my decision to cast them. Their closest competitor is definately the m'sian girls. Damn i sound like a 70s pdaddy, pimping white girls from harlem. Booyyayaa.

As most of u know, m'sian chicks r good lovers n r delicate enuf to be able to induce their partner's bodily cries into explosive orgasmic shouts of pleasure. Their shy exterior n girl next door smiles r legendary to make men feel comfortably at home, but yet feel they're in a savage jungle feasting on a wild animal at the same time.

Their hesitations when unclothed with constant "Nooooo Noooo", switfly changes to a trance like smile mixed with pain, ecstasy n sadisfaction, make them today's ultimate cinema star material no doubt. Smooth skin n well-rounded-proportinate breast when uncovered, r also a common feature of most m'sian chicks i experienced noticed. Must be something in the m'sian air. I always knew that m'sian would be taking the world ..one way or the other.

It was a tough decision .. but in the end, it was the sexy hungarians that I will make stars in my low-budget but mind-blowing-pants-wetting production because it would be cheaper to have these sirens stripping bare compared to their m'sian counterparts. A joint production using the m'sian casts with the hungarian girls is definately on the table. Just a question of when i reckon. The lucky casts would then be given a gruesome but pleasuringly fun 3 hour induction by me on the latest tricks n techniques that viewers love and would be expecting in the film. The first hour would be completely theory, where i would talk dirty to them to get them in the correct mental state n dampness. Pictures and videos would also be played to aid casts in understanding the finer points in a more detailed approach, all this of course behind n beyond all moral grounds. The remaining time would be spent in a practical session where i would show them all that i have talked about the hour before.

Below r the required criteria .. if ur ever interested to screen test.
Height = Tall enough to look good wearing micro minis n tube tops (garments for the production). Not too tall as crouching n 'on hands n knees' r critical positions for participants to 'play' into/with. Mouth opening must be wide and cast must be willing to take my large objects into the mouth without puking or suffocating.

Bust = Must look hard, firm and of propotional size looking good in opposite gender hands n preferbably pointing upwards. Comestics could be provided. Sensitivity on tips, could be viewed as a bonus in selection criteria. This is critical in increasing viewer sensation in scenes.

Ability = Stamina to last hours wearing minimal or no clothing at all, in various compromising positions. Must be able to flex n bend, while retaining level of sensitivity, firmness, arousing dampness.

Attraction = enuf to make Hugh Hefner wet in his pants. Also wouldn't mind walking around naked on set while flirting with crew using body parts n sucktion will.

Does ur girlfriend qualify? Send her to me and i will screen test her to see if she does.