Farewell my Old Friend

Like the sands on the ocean floor, the possibilities of life are endless. Saying this, I received a suprising email from F, a long lost friend to whom I hadn't been in contact with for a couple of years. F and I were long time office mates as we were good friends. I remembered F to be a pretty virgin-type of a girl that would bright up a room she entered with her innocent laugh and her quirk humor. Her bubbly personality would often light up our dark office mornings, whenever she came in. She was a fun lass and very good looking with dark brown hair and a thin but fit frame with rather busty looking pecks that hardened and pointed skyward whenever I joked that I had a wet dream about her the nite before. Such a darling.

We had worked together some 4 years ago, when I was in the Telco business. She was then the accounts staff that was assigned to my project and reported directly to me. She was very efficient in her work and made a good strong coffee in the mornings. But the thing I most liked about her was her will to work despite having a boss that constantly tells her to wear as little as possible in the office. Raving lunatic she must have thought. Back in the days when people were often uptight about their project heads hitting on them and asking them for butterfly kisses, F was fine with my liberal approach on sexually and explicit jokes whenever I told them. I would come on with shy but unaccidental touches on her arms and throw compliments that I knew would often make virgins go knickerless blush her. Often she would smile while reluctantly brushing me off. Sometimes I would tease her about how good I could make her feel in bed if she'd let me. Just an innocent laugh and a twinkle in her eye I swear. But I'm sure the fact that I had a gf then, assured her that the comments of suggestive manner that I was throwing her were all pretty harmless. yeah thats right. I was .. still am a 1 woman guy and never would I have 'taken' her under any circumstances while I had a woman at home. We both knew that neither would be in any danger. Not the prey nor the predator.

After a year of mentally undressing her working with her. I moved on to other job opportunities while she stayed on and eventually got married after her mom fixed her up with a dude that just got back from England. These were the stories I've heard from friends we have in common. Its good to finally hear from her again. She starts off her letter by saying that shes now divorced and lives with her 2 yo son. Shes bitter about the whole experience but glad to get the loser out from the house. Evidently she was talking to some friends when my name came up i nthe conversation. Good thing my mail address hadn't changed since 94 and this friend had it with her. A became B and now B became C. Her mail spoke about the good working relationship we had and how we never really explored possibilities and avenues that are tangent to love and relationships. I agreed with her but am scared of losing my fond memories of her when I shortlive expectations and discover disappointing realities of her, if we become close. Plus being 10 hours away, I'm unable to explore any physical possibilities and we'd end up just being an address on the end of a long mailing list.

Farewell F ..... thank you for my electric dreams.

Praba and my smokes

On these calm near fasting days, I think back on my previous mischief and ask god for forgiveness and devine intervention into future ones. One of my bigger sins is smoking. Its been 2 months since I last touched a ciggarette. I'd have to say that this has been a proud moment in my not so proud life. You see, I started the smoke when I was barely 14. I was young, foolish and a virgin. I had just cut school again and found my way to Praba Ganesan's house, telling his mom that we were there to study .. but the HK p0rnos that Yew Meng had in his bag told a different story. Just 5 minutes into the tape, Praba had to excuse himself to the loo while Yew Meng paused the tape.

Man was it hot! Some men had just found a bikini-clad girl drifitng in a tug-boat .. and b4 anything happened Praba was in the loo and the tape was on pause. I was definately confused yet thrilled. Then one of the guys pulled out a pack of 'Redneck' ciggs and offered me a piece. I casually took a stick, stuck it in my mouth then lit it up. Little did I know that I had just strolled into the world of the smoke-infested-lung-diseased-paranormal smoker's world that would shut me in with the lights off for the next 15 years or more. Had I known this, I would have just stuck to the p0rn, and played the tape to the part where the 5 men started taking her clothes off .. all this without waiting for Praba to come out of the loo...... thanks not Praba for turning me into a smoker.

Although I'm a social smoker, I actually do smoke on my own especially when I'm stressed out! Heres 5 good reasons to stop smoking:-

1. The money that goes to mr Marlborough throughout ur life can buy u that red ferrari u've always wanted.
2. After a red hot sh*g with a brunette u knew for just 5 minutes, u don't have to light up and waste the next 10 minutes smoking when u could be smokin' n going for round 2 ..3 ... n.
3. You don't have to lie to ur mom everytime she asks u whether u smoke?
4. So that ur family n friends don't need to bitch u about smoking everytime a smoking commercial is on the telly.
5.So that u'll have a longer life, to undo all the mistakes u've done in ur sad life.

The City, Labour and Jessica

As the Friday evening fast approached, i looked out my window at 4pm and saw many co-workers start to leave as quickly as they had come in to work the very same morning. Thats the good thing about life here, everybody takes it easy and enjoys the weekend. In about 40mins all the major roads into the city would be jammed packed with office workers trying to make their way home to start their early weekend after a gruelling 5 days of sheer productivity. Like them, i too needed to party as hard as i had worked over the week. So help me god. Looking around me to make sure that the big bosses were not anywhere near my corridoors, i quickly switched off my PC made my way to the exit, down the flight of stairs and into my car. I waved to stan and lindsay who were still sat at their desks while they peered out through the window looking at me with a smile as i got into my car. I pedelled my honda and made a quick dash to the motorway that takes me across the bay bridge.

As i drove across the bridge, the view from the motorway was simply breathtaking. The paddocks of sailboats and yatches line up in the marina, that filled with oceanic restaurants. Blocks of urban landscape transcends into the harbour creating postcard quality images that are simply breathtakingly beautifull. No wonder this place continues attract streams of people from as far away as seattle to come and live and work here. And i get to see all this everyday as i drive home from work. Sometimes i forget how lucky i am.

We had the elections on Sat to decide the parliament, where 61 seats were contested for and the party with the majority seats decides the parliament. Labour under MP Clark did a clean sweep, although National led by 10% at 30% votes being counted. Glad to hear that it'll be another Labour govt for these reasons :-

1. National supports the Bush policies on invading Afghan and Iraq.
2. National intends to abolish ethnic indegenious seats in parliament.
3. National head left his wife and married s'porean secretery he was having an affair with in 1989, who now writes most his kiasu speeches.




A mate who is a manager at a hotel here came around the house on the weekend. He mentioned that earlier today Jessica Alba checked into his hotel and that he personally tended to her and her 3 bodyguards. According to him, in person shes as hot as she is on TV. Shes in town to shoot a Tiger Beer advert with the s'pore crew after angelina jolie turned them down.

Shes cool to talk to and had even lived here in this town before for 2 years doing i don't know what. Staying at the penthouse, shes taken another suite just for a changing room, which my mate gave her at 50% discount. She was so thankfull that she insisted on doing something for him. He settled for an autographed photo of her for his wife. Good eh? Then while were were talking, a call from his staff came in that Jessica got her CD stuck in the player in the room. He instructed the staff to go out to buy that very same CD and that he'd take care of this in the morning. Talk about dedication. And how was your weekend?

Finally

I am so glad and relieved that finally someone has the courage to speak out the truth against governments of the biggest terrorists of the 20th century, who for the last couple of years had illegally (without UN mandate) attacked and occupied 2 soveriegn nations and murdered hundreds of thousands of its inhabitants. All this destruction is justified for by the non-conclusive search of WMD. Lame excuse. The murderous pussies cows wiped out entire generations of the occupied population by pressing the 'bomb' buttons on their F18s. There isn't a more ruthless, mercyless bunch to have walked the face of the earth.

Good for you TDM. Let the scums walk out. The truth shall be heard.

The Sun Freak

Summer days are always a welcomed sight here. The days are warmer while the nites are shorter. Despite the heavy clouds covering the southern skies, the sun shines its rays quite elegantly to warm up the days while the cooling breeze keeps the temprerature at a bearable level. This kind of weather is actually quite good for sunbathing to soak up the warmth while hanging out. Mlayu call it 'bersantai', cantonese call it 'chee lang fai' while the indians call it 'phoogharendeek muthal'. Whichever term you want to use, theres no arguing about the pleasures one gets from a doggie mount summertime. Looking around me, most public parks are actually quite full with sun worshippers either just flying frisbee or playing catch.

Theres a particular piece of parkland just next to the office and on days like these you'd get about 20 people lying out there. Chicks in skimpy 2 piece bikinis are quite a common sight there, occasionally you'd get the 3-4 Uni chicks dropping their tops to keep the tan evened through the nips. Sure i can understand how weird it might look with just a tiny white strip across the nips. Best to even out them lines. You can almost tell that the bare-breasted chicks are from the Uni by the books they carry and their redish nipples the iPod they have hooked on their ears. You can see almost the entire park from the company lounge window, and whenever theres toppless chicks tanning their assets, the upstairs lounge would normally be full of guys, usually asian programmers.

Coming home that afternoon, i peeked from my bedroom window into my neighbor's lawn to see if laurie was doing any nude sunbathing that day. For those who missed my post on my notty neighbor, Laurie is my 38 yo kick-ass, blonde, toned buttock'd neighbor who enjoys sunbathing nude in the privacy of her own lawn. You see her lawn is completely private with no line of sight from the outside. Its shaded by a mushy big tree on all sides and a wooden fence with my house. Only my bedroom window has a view into her lawn. I'm sure shes aware of this, but like a true voyeur i don't think she minds. She lives with her husband and 3 small kids.

About a year ago, i caught her and husband 'doing it' in their lawn. I couldn't believe my luck. The 'free show' lasted about 25 mins and made me smile for a week. But there were no free shows today. I'll still keep my eyes peeled for Laurie in her tiny bikini when she gets home from work today. Its bound to happen sometime this week i'm sure, after all she is an absolute sun freak.

I have seen some beautiful things in this world. Mountain tops with snow, Rainfall landing on a lake. I've seen rainbows come and go, After a long cool rain. Many of orange sunsets, From a window seat of an antique train. A waterfall in a clear lake, The vines growing at their delight. Never knowing the difference, Between the dark and night. Footsteps in the sand, I have made a few. Of all the earth's beautiful things, None have a beauty such as YOU.

The Unkept Secret

The wind blew against her soft wavy hair. It was not a strong gush, but it was cold enough to turn her rosy cheeks red and her lips cherry numb. I pulled her close to me and held her tight, knowing that by this time tomorrow it would all end, just as fast as it had begun. I could feel her warm rounded body press against mine and her warmth flowing on to my body bringing with it all the pleasures on a cold windy night. The threaded jumper i had on had a rear tear that she used to put her hands through to press against my shivering body. For these last 2 months, she had belonged to me. She was all mine to hold, to care for and to please. But the summer nites were too short for any kind of jiving and the days seemed to past as fast as the breeze it blew, blowing all the groove with it as it left.

Dani was a near perfect 10. She was sweet and had legs like gweneth palthrow and looked like a playboy model when she wore a 2 piece bikini. She wasn't very busty but most models aren't either and had the most redish nipple that stood like pencils on a cold winter's nite. I had been introduced to her during a m'sian party by mat, the guy she was then dating. They had just started dating and already mat was head over heals. Who could blame him. After a few weeks she moved into his flat and whenever i came around to visit mat, she would come out of the bedroom in her tiny bra-less top to say hi. She must have noticed my eyes transfixed on those pointy pair, and would smile and excuse herself, before her man notices my eyes and my smile.

After a couple of months, summer had arrived and mat was going home for 2 months to announce his recent engagement to his family and see Dani's family in JB. Dani couldn't go as she had another paper to sit through during the summer months. So she was set to stay while her fiance mat flew home for 2 months. To save rent during summer months when most student go off on holiday or go home, it was common for the students who are staying to team up and stay together. So one sunday morning i got a call from Dani asking whether she could move in as her other housemates had gone interailing while my housemates have also gone home. I told her it was cool with me and she turned up at my doorstep a couple of hours later.

I opened the door and was breathlessly pleased to see such a stunner, she had a knee length white skirt that showed off her tight but dark g-string, quite noticeably transparent against the white skirt. She wore a tight tiny top showing off her magnificent assest underneath. I liked what i saw but restrained myself from shreading her nude and eating her alive, as mat was a decent bloke with good intentions. What did i get myself into. I helped her move her stuff in and sat down to coffee, a cigarette and a chat to calm my nerves. Its all good. But the chat grew more and more intense and personal until i felt myself physically drift closer to the inevitable. She didn't make it any easier when she kept asking me about my love life, the girls i date and what kinda chicks would i be into ..... all this while she sat leg up on the chair and showed some well tonned leg flesh to get my engines running.

I closed my eyes and grit my teeth almost imagining her screams as i entered her, while cluthing those firm pair. Knowing how wrong it would have been, i stood up and cleared my throat. "I'll see you tomorrow ... i'm having a shower and dozing off later. Say hi to mat if you call him later. G' nite". She raised her eyebrows and waived me good night. As i was coming out of the shower there she was standing in my narrow corridor in a towel barely covering her firm butt cheeks from behind. I could feel my horn enroaching the surface of my skin and making a stand. She moved towards me and undid the towel around her as 2 lips met with an explosive outcome.

Tonight mat is arriving to meet his beautiful fiance after 2 months. This was going to be our last moments with each other. After 2 months of feeling joy, now i was feeling sorrow. She had moved out from my flat back into mat's flat just yesterday. I had solely missed her presence, her smell, her touch ... her kisses. And now as i dropped back to her car before she drives to the airport to pick mat up, i feel a sense of loss. As she got down from my car, i lit a cigarette and feverishly smiled to her. Closing the car passenger door, she looked back at me with those innocent eyes and smiled back. Both of us knew that the last 2 months was to be just a memory .. never to be remembered of again.

That was the last we saw of each other. Friends tell me that Mat & Dani had a lavish wedding in Dewan Merak Kayangan a few months later and bought a house in the USJ area where they live with their 2 adorable kids. Somethings are meant to be kept a